why do u have to go?i dunno but i can't be selfish.i guess just go la.time heals all wounds rite?i wan the best for u .it doesn't matter how much it hurts me.i dun care about myself.i care about all of u more.okie?so just go okie?i'll be okie.hahahaha.i just miss u so much.i guess wat my aunt said was true.u won't stay.why can't i keep u ?i wanted to keep all of u.thks for all u have done.sometimes i try to cover up what i feel by being mean to u.i am sorry.BUT I WAN U TO GO!okie?

i dunno wat to blog about.alot of emotional confusion i guess,.hhahahaha.dun wanna talk about this anymore.

karen was saying st francis is 9000.maybe i should go there.karen said she will protect me.hahahaa.i dun think i wanna go there.omg i will die.can u imagine small hari down there?hahahaha.nvm forget about.