purpose in life hasnt been found.
i do so much but why is it not enough still.ppl realise how much i do.ppl outside realise how much i do.i just do not understand what to do.i am unable to tell anyone what i feel.i dun knoe how to .i just feel so alone.i knoe my family is there for me but yet i feel alone.i knoe definitely the hotlisters will be there too but i feel alone i dun knoe why?unexplainable concepts in life.
work just keeps piling up.exactly when yasmeen told me last time,she just wanted to travel around with nothing but herself.i did not understand but noe i do.sometimes i just wanna run i dun knoe wat is goin on with me.i just want my dad.i miss him so much.these past few days this longin is becomin worst.i dun knoe why?i guess i am depression.somethin i dun wanna be in.i will try to chase it away!
June is comin up .alot of things to look forward to.oh yes i wanted to blog about taji.Tajihas made my life a whole lot betta even though i have to pamper him and cuddle him so much.my realtionship with my sis is betta becuz we are forced to spend more time together with taji.so she doesnt talk so much either.my neighbour and us are getting closer too.she and us are keepin a secret.hahaha.anyway taji is also keeping me company when i got nothin t do can hear its yelpin and i knoe taji is bored too.so i run over to see my taji.me and jingwen think taji is goin to grow up to be damn good looking.taji will be goin to aus and then i have to part with it.i dun wan to.i love it.but its jingwen's.hahaha.getting too attached to taji.
June remind me of my birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!hey cant wait for the presents!hahahaha.