okie...this is goin to be a long entry...
at the current moment i have left my fate until april
everything lies until then...
alot of question linger in my head
i feel theres absolutely no use in holdin on anymore
i feel i have lost everythin
my frens have to move on with their life
my family doesnt like them me anymore
someone is upsettin me
i dun want to lose everyone...okie i am just confused
sitting in my grandma hse everyday i think about life