today saw vanessa in the bus....she saw me and was like...you havent changed....and i was talking to her...i realised ilost touch of alot of things...crescent gals...i wonder where are all the other bballers....suhanthi...huimin all missin...not bothered to find them also...deleted their contacts in my last friendster account....missin in action so many times i think suhanthin gave up looking for me...really miss them....i hate seein st francis ppl though ...painful memory though when i was with them...i was so changed....i hate what happened to me....losing my bestfren to a guy ..how she made use of me....how she got jealous went i went with others...all the nights arguin...she didnt leave me alone....i just moved away but she continued chasing me....i dun understand...made me cry.i died everyday ,...i rmbr offing my phone in the nites...just to find so many msgs the next mornin...she telling me she has been crying the whole night and i wasnt there for her...ur memories are painful.i dun understand what u wanted from me.
when i was quiet she wanted to be noisy...when i was noisy she wanted me to be quiet and she did not let anyone else know me...or talk to me?still dun understand why?
anyway today was fun...prize presentation...haha....the director didnt know we were the winners ..the first runner up looked more like winners i think ...we were so puny...

have tousand and one tutorials to do...