why does it exist?ego?or just plain stubborness.i dun know.but all this is eating my grandma.my grandmother she is a beautiful woman. she doesnt have anything at heart.she wants her whole family to be united.i love my grandma.when everyone gives up on me she is the only one who lifts me up.she gives me wings to fly.u can say.after last year incident.she was the only on telling ppl not to hit me...or scold me.to her we will always be little and forever hers.life has been cruel to her.she lost her husband and now her kids are doin this.now that i am not in her house anymore.i miss her to bits.i miss her nagging.i miss her tellin me random stories about herself.i miss the way she held my hand in the nights justto make sure i dont run away.if there is one thing i dont want to lose in this world it is my grandma.she is someone so special even god cant replace her.