to the hotlisters:i know you guys are hurt and surprised as to why i am aus.i can explain later.i am sorry i didnt tell you all earlier.i keep letting u guys down.at first i let u guys down becuz of a bitch named rei.and now i let u down again.poly life is tiring.i am sorry .i hadnt time to meet u guys.my darling mint i wasnt even dare for ur bdae.i am so sorry.i had exams then and i hadnt completed what i was suppose to study.i hope you are not mad.i am sorry i always say i will come..in the end i dun make it.sometime i feel i am not worthy of u guys,you guys are truly amzing.only u guys know me truly.u guys know what i have been through in my life.i want u guys to know .you mean the world to me.i am not very good with words and showing of affection but this is my public decleratin.I LOVE THE HOTLISTERS:XM YAHUI WENDY LIYUN SALLY YASMEEN
i will come back and explain everything!