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[[Friday, September 22, 2006]]

[[i am sorry for blamin you for all the things i didnt do.]]

i respect u...and i want the best for you.i just want you alive.i hope u understand.alot of things have been goin on with my life.i dont understand why is it my family always has so many problems.but i have to be strong at least for my mum and my grandma.only today evrybody got quite good news.i hope this continues.
was quite touched by sis today...actually by somethingshe said....we went to the wet market to get something...and she saw a lizard there...she hates lizards becuz she thinks they are slimy and disgusting .and then she said i am never coming to a market.....and then i told her she cant always be scared.and then she said "no i am not,cuz you are there to fight it away".i didnt say anything.i didnt know she had such trust in me....truly appreciate it though.

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