aiyoh clumsy hari just fell.hahaha..i dont know what i was thinkin but i just fell hit the ironboard.worst part.there was a hot iron on top.haha.now whole arm hurts.i started laughin after that.anyway i dont know why but in an indian household...family politics make up a whole lot of it.policitcs...haha..whoever created that word...must haave been in one himself.hahaha..politicss...is something...to great to define..with just one sentence.anyway life has been hell boring..haha....family stay home practically evryday...only we know why..haha.

i think everyday is a step....just live for the moment...live like there is no tmr...someone once told me.and i think its so true..what is tmr?tmr is somethin no one can tell you.yeah there is astrology.but you tell me if an astrologer tells you..you are goin to become a doctor and u just sit there...do you think you will be one...its how you take your present that makes it youtmr...when i was young i used to feell..my tmr..past and future..is all my mum...becuz when you are young you have no aspriations..no desires...but now...i have an aspiration.my dad looks at me and asks...what do u wan to become..ppl laugh at me..whn someone says hari will be somebody.i dont know if i will be somebody.but i am trying to find out who i am .my dad fails to understand..all my life..i have been driven by what others say.yah i tell evryone to follow their heart..but what do i feel.i have been numb..numb from my own thinkin...that there are two sides to everything...when something happens...it is all not directed at one....there are factorss....so who am i?what are the factors?what are the outputs?but i know what i wan to achieve..nobody dies normal?everybody makes a difference to somebody.in a good way or bad.but it is how much that difference affected them.i have learnt alot from life.
i dun know if people have been honest but maybe everyone is trying to be human.